Time

It's 19 hours left. It feel so unreal. I cannot understand how lucky I am right now! I'll finally meet what will become my family for a year. I will have the chance to start all over. to meet new people and have the best time of my life! I am so scared, I'm bloody terrified! but isn't that a part of growing up? Isn't it good to feel that free? to let most of you go and for the new you to start growing again? But for the better. I'm mostly excited for what this year will bring, for what I'll learn and what wonderful people I'll meet. I had no Idea I would have to courage to actually do this. I still can't belive it's there. But I've found it. finally, after all this time I finally have the courage to do something away from my usual rutine.

This is going to be the last night I'll sleep in this bed for a really long time. I'm taking it all in. I'm looking at my DVDs with great sadness, but yet a relief. I'm not gonna see them for a while, but I'm gonna have the freedom to fill another shelf with those beauties. I'm gonna miss my HP books. but I'm surely gonna buy them (or some other great books) down there. It's gonna feel empty on my walls in the beginning, none of my Britain posters, UK paintings or HP stuff will fill them, but that doesn't mean I won't find new things to put on the walls when I get there.

It will all feel so empty to begin with, but as time goes by, I will find all these new things. Those empty places won't be empty anymore. New friends, new places and new things to put on my walls. Long story short, It's a new beginning. a new adventure. and I'm going to enjoy every single moment of it.

Ready

I am pretty sure I'm finished now. Suitcase and Hand luggage packed. Room almost entierly clean. Cloths to wear on friday decided. yes. I feel ready to go now!
My feelings at the moment? well, I don't feel much now, there's some butterflies in my tummy, maybe two or three, but other than that I'm rather calm. I've said my goodbyes to almost everyone. and I've said Hi to a few in Eastbourne. This year is going to be great! 

 Earlier this day ^

There you go.

For those who are too lazy to comment (but I prefer if you do) I've put in a new function. It's fast, easy, and... fun?
 

Problems

I just came across a problem... My suitcase isn't big enough. I agree with you, it's a very huge problem. I'm not gonna have any other choice but to re-pack like 300 times!
have to clean my room as well. and.. jikes. I have so much to do today! the fact that I dreamed I forgot important stuff and that the airport looked like the western desert. it really messed with my head.
Well, the stuff I know I have to bring is packed. mainly the disney films, my old converse shoes and my red dress. puh! I can check that off of my list! Not long! I'm so excited!
Also, I'm hungry. but my brother ate all the bread so there's nothing left to eat.

Something unworthy.

Just trying different backgrounds.
I will change it until I'm happy.
That is all. 

some planning

Began to pack again. the only thing I didn't un-pack was my old Converse Shoes. what I put in there this time though was all of my Swedish Disney films. The cloths that's going in there is spread all over my bed and floor. It's way too hard to know what to bring and what not to bring. I bought a new book to write in today, one with blank pages. Gonna put tickets and other things in it together with a little text under it. a diary and a kind of scrapbook all in one. neat eh?
I have also decided what dress I'm going to wear for the Wedding in September. It's going to be so beautiful. I've seen pictures of where the cermony will be held (in Poland) and it looks absolutley stunning! and the whole family is going to be there, I'm a bit nervous about that part, but I'm really looking forward to it. and I have no doubt it's going to be incredibly fun! 

I have so much to do these coming days I don't know when I'll be able to pack or clean my room enough for it to be a guestroom when I'm gone. I'm a little stressed about that. 

It's getting closer, which means I'm getting more and more nervous. but I'm so exceited, I have no doubt this will be a very good year. 

Now if you'll excuse me, I'm going to choose some recipies to write down so that I can bake a little with Harry.

It's getting close!

It all seems so real now. Today I bid my last goodbyes to my sister. I won't see any of them until... well, next time, which is in a few months. My oldest one is out on adventure in Europe with her family. The.. almost oldest one, are going to Cyprus tomorrow, and my youngest older sister is at her home almost two hours away.

However, that's not all. today I got my ticket for the flight.

I've been talking to Caroline and she's looking for stuff for us to do when I come.

Also with the countdown to the left it's even closer!

I'm really loking forward to it. To meet them all.

until then I'll give you a cute picture of me and my nephew.

It's the final countdown

Today, my dear friends, it's exactly one week left. I am Excited, Incredibly nervous and terrified. It's going to be so awesome!

Yesterday I bought Harry a Present. I hope he's going to like it! have to come up with something for Caroline too. but it's so hard.

I also bought a camera. a Nikon D3100. so I hope this is going to bring us all great pictures!

I'm going to write a little during the week, but not much. the real writing will begin once I'm there. so hang in there folks!

Now we're going to the summerplace by the lake for the weekend. Josse is coming with me. last time I'll see her before I'll go. that's kind of sad, but I hope she's coming to visit me later this summer!

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The beginning of something new

Hello there dear people of the world! 

This is the blog where I'll be writing about my year as an au pair in Easbourne. 
I've received loads of questions to where Eastbourne is located. I hope this map is helpful.